Khloe Kardashian has clearly been going through a lot since filing for a divorce from Lamar Odom. While the NBA player expressed that he is more than happy to sign the papers so she can move on, it looks like those plans have come to an end.

The "Keeping Up With The Kardashians" star recently posted an Instagram photo with a message that hinted that she might not be over Odom. Although she feels that reuniting with her ex-husband isn't a good idea, it seems like she isn't ready to move on from him either.

"I thought I was moving on, Until one day, Someone asked me, 'If you had one wish, what would it be?' And the first thing I thought of, Was to waste that wish on you," Kardashian posted on her social media app.

After going back and forth with the divorce for over a year, it looks like the couple has finally made a decision. Kardashian and Odom are not ready to get a divorce, but still remain split.
Although Kardashian is split from Odom, the two have been reportedly secretly talking.

Sources told TMZ that although the two decided to stay together, they are not romantically involved in each other and are not talking about reconciliation, but don't want the marriage to end.

Kardashian apparently has "a big heart" and doesn't want to hurt Odom by going through with the divorce and reportedly still has feelings for him.

However, sources close to Odom revealed that there's been bad blood on both sides and he feely betrayed by Kardashian after begging her to reconcile. She apparently told him that he has to make a "grand gesture" before they can go the next step, but he is reportedly not willing to do it.

During a previous interview with E! News, Kardashian admitted that she will never get over Odom.

"I will never ever not love Lamar...I'm so obsessed with Lamar in a great, healthy way. He was my husband, and I still wish he was, and, you know, I don't think there's anything wrong with that, but there's nothing I can do," said Kardashian. "Lamar has to do things in order to change that aspect. Yeah, if I had my way, I'd be married to Lamar in two seconds."

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